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Letting Go

2010-10-07T04:04:00.000+08:00

"To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy or regret. Letting go isn’t winning, and it isn’t losing. It’s not about pride, and it’s not about how you appear, it’s not about obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, it doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. It’s not giving up or giving in. Letting go isn’t about loss, and it isn’t defeat. To let go of something is to cherish the memories, to overcome and move on. It’s having an open mind and confidence in the future. Letting go is accepting, it’s learning, it’s experiencing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that once made you cry, laugh, love and grow. It’s about all that you had and all you still have. Letting go is having the courage to accept change and the strength to keep moving. It’s growing up, realising that a heart can sometimes change and it can also be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, clear a path and set yourself free." Everything is easier said than done.

good times like before?

2010-09-17T12:42:00.000+08:00

“Dear Syahirah, apart from me thinking so hard about you, I'd like to say some things to you too. Just now while riding back home, I came across a sign that says, drive home safely for your loved ones, the 1st thought that came to mind was you in fact. I started to think that I wanna come home to you safely, no hurt, pain or worries, I wanna come home to your smile, kisses and hugs. I noe its not the right time to think that way but little did I know that signs like this do make an impact. It links to why I need you, and why I need to start be a proper gentleman, not a bastard who plays around but someone who learns the heart and mind of others, a mature boy. Well enough said baby, im sleeping now, i'll pick you up tml k? Call you when im up. Goodnight and today was another special day we had tgt :) sweet dreams” - E
Yes, he's sweet like that. But sweet-talks doesnt work on me darling and you know that pretty well. Though that, you still caught me smiling to myself. Happy trying. (;

Tough Times

2010-09-07T07:11:00.003+08:00

Im not really a fan of blogging about sad stuffs but I want to remember this for the rest of my life. During tough times like this, you'll realise who exactly matters in your life. I haven been myself recently. Many things happened. How I wish, I was strong enough to just leave. How I wish, I was brave enough to push you away. But for whatever that has happened between us, I just know I cant lose you again. But will our happiness last at the expense of someone's misery? But will we be happy like before? Are we able to accept what had happened within these 3 months? Im broken right now. Though I know I've got you, but there's many things that is stopping me. One of them is Her. Im like the bitch that spoils the relationship between you and Her. If only, you didnt tell me you were attached. I wont be thinking about you. I would have moved on with my life. I wouldn't have stood in front of you. I wouldn't have the feeling of wanting you back and missing you. Well I guess, only when that someone has someone new then you'll realize how important that person is in your life. It was my fault for leaving you. It was my fault for contacting him. But it wasn't my fault that our relationship ended up this way.

It was a wonderful 1 year almost 2 months being together. But things change soon after. I was blinded by love and lies. And when I really decide to leave, I ran away not looking back. Not even peeping on how you're doing. I was hurt to know the lies you've made up but I was strong enough to walk away and be happy still. But not till you told my friends you were attached. In less than a month after we broke up. So what was the 1 year plus all about? I want to believe that She was just a rebound. But I cant. Everything you've said became a doubt. You told me that you wanted our diary back cause you've found someone that don't mind doing all the things we've planned. Though after that you claimed that you were just testing me about the diary,I burnt the diary cause I want you to know that the plans is OURS. I had a hard time burning everything. My heart aches each time the fire touches the diary. I asked myself "Why am I feeling hurt after knowing the truth? Do I still have feelings for him?"

However, I never thought that meeting up with you made things worse for us. You told me that She was just a rebound. She was just there when I'm not around. She was just there for as your companion. She was just there cause you need someone to be there. She was just there when you're in need. She was afterall innocent. You told me that you did all these to attract my attention, to show me that you've moved on. If you did moved on, why bother telling me all those? You claimed that you were just trying to get back to me on what I did to you? But I think you went too far.

You told me you never loved her, I know very well it was a lie. You did love her. If I didnt appear, you will be happy with her. But right now things are out of my hands. You are here but I dont feel you here. You are here but its not like before. We have hurt an innocent heart, will we ever be happy? Can time heal everything that has happened? Can time heal the hurt that we've caused to each other? Can I accept the things you've did to her? I seriously hate this feeling. Seriously. I want to strong again and ignore this shit. But Im weak to even walk away. I just hope everything will heal in time to come. Heal You. Me and Her.

I hope you realised what you have done to me and Her. I hope you realised how much pain you have caused. I hope you realised the things that you do to satisfy yourself have brought so much hurt to us. I hope you realised that Love is not a game. I hope you realised you've lost a girl that loves you dearly that would sacrifice everything for you. I hope you dont regret your decision.

If ever you regret your decision, leave. If ever you feel that Im not worth fighting for, leave. If ever you feel that you need a normal girl like Her, leave. If ever you feel that Im being hard on you, leave. If ever you feel like leaving, please leave now.

It hurts to read. It hurts to know. But I rather know everything or nothing at all. I rather hurt myself with the ugly truths than deceive myself with beautiful lies. I want to believe that everyone deserves a second chance. But do you deserve it? Think deep, Eddy.

This is not fun at all. Can someone please fuck this feeling away from me? )':

Death is never sweet.

2010-09-01T04:27:00.004+08:00

I've missed you too much. I didnt get a chance to tell you thank you for loving me all these while. I didnt get to appreciate you properly. But you left without even saying goodbye. Well Allah loves you more. Aku redha. Its almost a year now. And all I can give you now is my prayers.

I went to visit him just now. I want to make things clear. Death is never sweet, not at all. If you're telling people that they dont have to come and visit you on or after your death, then you're lying cause all you can ask for is our prayers. And I bet, you never really lost someone you loved.

The difference between me and you is simple. I chose flings. You chose relationships. The difference between flings and relationship is also simple. Relationships comes with responsibility and commitment. Flings dont. You come you go. So go figure it out, boy. Afterall, she's innocent. We're never going back to where we were, though I admit it was definitely happy moments. Its over.

I've loved you enough to say Goodbye.

2010-08-27T07:23:00.002+08:00

Hanya kau yang tahu, sayang.

Kekasih gelapku : Babi,dah tk pandai call, msg aku lagi eh? Yelah aku ni kan siape?
Me : Wah kau. Sedapnye mulot kau bebual. Hello tkder. Assalamualaikum tkder. Kene babi pulak tu.
Kekasih gelapku : Sorry lah. Dah biase.
Me : Siak. Ape kau nk, babi?
Kekasih gelapku : I miss you.
Long pause.
Me : I've missed you more...
Kekasih gelapku : Please know Im always here.
Longer pause.
I hang up.
Again.

When I hang up or leave you hanging, doesnt mean I dont care. Just that when it comes to you, Im always afraid to fall deeper.

This is no longer love,baby. This is just us. And us dont last. If we're going to meet again in years to come, Im never letting you go. Till then, Goodbye, Loverboy.

I want My Very Own Zac Efron, please?

2010-08-19T16:56:00.003+08:00

To take me on a date with

To play dress up with

To catch a soccer match with

And to sit by the beach with

Not forgetting to make love with ♥

Car Wash. Tetttt... Van Wash

2010-08-19T16:10:00.003+08:00

Aku selalu jadi bahan bully.

K not really. I bully them more.

I change my mind like a girl changes clothes

2010-08-19T02:41:00.007+08:00

IIP is finally over. And I've been trying to rush my report since I dont know when but unfortunately, I still have one thousand and five hundred words more to go. Faintastic -.- Not only that I need to hand in by Friday. I have one more day left. And Im still here blabbering. Mcm sial. Oh yes, what I've been up to exactly. Selain dari tdo mcm babi for 48 hours and jumpe anjing2 liar tengah malam and merepek with them, I hereby declare, I, Syahirah has a sad and boring lifexzxzx ): Sedih per aku. Oh yeah, tapi takper Saturday karoks with my Bestest Dogs. Sorry eh Anak2 Anwar tk bole join. Next time Kakak buat outing, I make sure you duer free k? Teettttttt!

I think I'm stucked with the same faces for a little too long. Aku sekarang no, sejak dulu lagi aku bahan bully -______-" Gua sabar jek. Jangan sampai darah gua go upstairs, Lu sorang satu gua abes kan. Aiiinnng~ Tau lah aku.

Okay enough of those. That was Bach. Now, its me (:

Iftar with Linsih, Aceh, Aym and Roy at Zam Zam. Abang Rahim treat us to Briyaaani. Yummy! Then Shisha and sambil2. Wahduuh. Bulan Ramadhan ni sempat eh. Sah perangai setan. Sab join soon after. All 5 of us cabbed home. Yes 5. Sab jadi mangse kene duduk kat bawah. Si Linsih and Aym busy maen Guitar Heroes while Im stucked in between them -.- Aceh, dkt depan goyang kaki. To Woodlands Mart and we played Chop Chilli Chop Chilli Chop Chop Chop. Sampai senak ketawe non-stop. Good times~

Then, off to meet the Bestest Dogs to Mustafa Center. (I dont know what to say here cause we always go to Mustafa Center to smell Nian's members.)

A few weeks back, we headed to Town. At first, planless. Me, Sab, Nash, Fai and Linsih. Then many joined. Somehow from planless, we went to bowl. And chilled at I-dont-know-the-name. K best.

BabyGirls

This is what you get for being single for too long. Its time.

Smuer step sachok. All are rejected items. Buy 1 get 4 free.

Oh yes, thats Carebear and his gf on the far left.

I had a farewell dinner with my colleagues at Mad Jack's. The food was alright.

Thanks all for the guidance.

Oh yes, I forgot to share with you about my 20th birthday. I wasn't really looking forward to it. Thanks to work. But, I have the sweeetest bunch of dogs that make it all worth it. I was sleeping soundly on my birthday eve. Out of a sudden, I felt being carried out of my bed. I thought I was dreaming. Not till, I heard "Happy Birthday to you~~" *suara smuer mcm katak btw. And saw them all around me. Of course I was touched to the maximum. But not until eggs welcomed my 20th. As usual, I was sabotaged with eggs and perfume. Last year, was egg and flour. So who is these special people? Hafishy, Linsih, Nash, Muz, Yat, Zahid, Faisal, Nian, Awan and Eddy. Thanks for making my 20th a very very goood one.

No matter how serious life gets, you will still need a group of people whom you can completely be stupid with, Im proud to have each and every one of them in my life, I swear.

I thanked those who wished me. Appreciated much. Be it via Facebook, messages, calls or whatever it is, thanks a lot.

To finish it up, Linsih, Dian and I partied at Zirca/Rebel (: Oh yes Awesomeeee.

Okay dah. I need to get back to my report. Part blog bole type panjang2 part report, otak jam.

In time to come baby.

2010-08-15T06:16:00.003+08:00

In time to come, you'll think about the past and move on.
In time to come,you'll find that everything is indeed not perfect.
In time to come,you'll realise what's love, what's life and what matters most to you.
In time to come,you'll make an effort to own what you desire.
In time to come,you'll sit and think about the foolish mistakes you've done.
In time to come,you'll realise that some sufferings that you've went through is worth it.
In time to come,you'll change for the better or worse.
In time to come,you'll look back and cry or smile or regret and be glad on the decision you've made.
In time to come,you'll wake up and realise that everything is just a dream.
There's never happy ever after in life. Cause happiness is not something everyone can have. Its something you'll have to work for.

Shoot Shag and Marry

2010-07-29T19:59:00.004+08:00

Aku lah perempuan paling ego, kau pon samer. Like it or not. I wanted you to be by my side so badly, but yet again, I pushed you away. I wasnt at my right mind but babi, you should have known better. "Kau ni kepale batu sak, hati pon mcm batu" You scold, you get angry, you laugh, you hide, you pop up but all I want to know is do you really care? Aku sorry pasal semalam. They scolded me for pushing you away and regretting. If only you're Tom, Dick or Harry. But you're not. I dont wanna shoot you. I dont want to shag you. I nk marry you. Chey. Remember the dream you had? I want it to come true. ll

tepuk dada, tanya selera

2010-07-27T23:25:00.004+08:00

I know your game. You thought you made the rules but boy, you didnt realise that you're the player. You turn the game around, twice. But this time was just like the other, even if its going to take a few years to know the reason yet again, there's no way you'll see me running after you just like the girls you had. You come, you go. There's no one stopping. But, stop for a moment. Think. Doesn't it makes you better than anyone else? You may wanna find a better game. Hide and Seek is so over-rated. You're already known for that.

Walau bagaimana pon, aku rindu kau mcm orang giler. Tapi, kakak chill. Cause good things are worth waiting and remembering. Kau tetap babi.

Oh yes, accidents are never fun to see or experience. To Aym Charlie and Aceh Razees, cepat2 baek. I want a big feast, fast. Take care. See you when I see you. Heh!

I had dinner with Marcus just now at Junction 8 after work. It was awesome. Apparently, he remember that he owe me a dinner after almost a year. We had a big one. Yummy to the maximum. Then we chilled and talk crap. Look at this. Cool shiatzzz.

And yes, Go Fuck Yourself!

Take a step

2010-07-24T00:56:00.006+08:00

14 days and counting. Oh yes, IIP will be history soon. I is cant wait.

Kakak Yana and Abang Yan's Marriage.

Since we are at this topic, so what is Marriage exactly?
Is it being together forever and ever which means sleep together, eat together, stay together, get rich together, have fun together, cry together, make love together, suffer together and basically do everything together lah. So is Marriage suppose to be a happy thing or a sad thing? Cause when you're married, you have more responsibility. You have more things to worry about. You have no freedom like when you're single. You have no life cause you're stuck with the same person for the rest of your life. And that if you don't divorce and re-marry -.- Or is it suppose to be a happy thing cause you get to share all your happiness and sadness with that special someone. You get to have someone call you 'Mum' or 'Dad'. You get someone to pamper you and understand you. Care for you. Everything nice. Yet again, why are there still people divorce? Is it because they fail to love the person more? Or it is because they are sick and tired of the routined-happiness? So now, take some time to think. Marriage or No Marriage. If you ask me, Marriage. Dont ask me why cause I think Love is beautiful (:

So enough of Marriage. I wish the 2 Lovebirds, a long and blissful marriage.

I've been busy with work. Work is never fun. Its worst now cause my eye-candy is not working anymore. And I got a presentation to do. Not forgetting a 2000 words of report by the end of August. Right now, Im actually thinking of the follow-ups I need to do when I get to work on Sunday. What a life -.-

Im spending quality time with this bitches.

And right now, Im hoping that my handphone will ring and say "Jom!" Btw, I wasted 15bucks on an ugly french manicure. I tak sukee ):

Sky High

2010-07-21T22:25:00.000+08:00

you're allowed to share secrets, hold hands, cry on each other's shoulders, talk on the phone till morning, laugh at the simplest joke and enjoy each other's company. the rule of the game is never to fall in love. if you do, you lose. secretly, i've lost to you yet again. and i need to stop falling deeper cause a leopard never changes its spots. no more games,PLZ?

bbg(:

2010-07-10T10:29:00.000+08:00

i pretty had a hard time letting go. but to come and think of it, it was a good choice cause i've never should have trust you. i dah ludah tak jilat balik lah der.

putting that aside, i've been busy with my babygirls. bitching around, stressing about sweet-nothings, finding ways to forget sweet-talker-mother-fcukers and trying to make love. chey~ tau lah aku. i had a lot of pictures to upload but my charger is being a bitch and lets hope some nice souls can lend me their charger. i need to catch up with CheryLove and ShazwaniG. I have a lot of things to grumble about to. And I'll be expecting a big dinner with Marcus. Jyeah! I cant wait to meet Dee and Halim later.

I played this game with someone to describe love with one word. So is love you? Love is you lagi. Betting is fun but losing is not. Tapi takper, next game i win, you watch out. I'll make sure i can think of something that you hate most to do with me.

Aku kental giler babi

2010-06-24T03:40:00.019+08:00

I'm suppose to be sleeping now, cause i skipped work today again and i need to wake up at 6.30 for work later. But I found this in my old blog and my hand is super itchy to note it down. Its going to be very funny and super lame, of course.

May 06, 2008
"In some way or another, i believe that judging should only comes when you start look at someone for who is he and not for who he was. Even though, it was only for a short period of time, I must thanked you for making me happy and never fail to make me smile. Although, the ending was rather a weird one, I dont want to end up hating you. So let it stay this way. Im hearing too many rumours about you. But I chose to ignore cause I dont want to spoil the nice image I have of you. I still remember our first meeting, you told me that I'll hate you if I know about your past. But see I didnt. I never hated you, even now. For now maybe everytime we see each other we'll act like as if we are strangers. I guess Im okay with it cause my ignorance is blessed. So I wish you all the best."

June 23, 2008
"Oh well I cant believe Im blogging about him but yeag he've been running back recently. Good or bad? You guys decide. Cause my brain really cant work when it comes to him. Cause somehow it hurts just thinking of him yet it can also out a smile on my face thinking of all the lame jokes he gave just to make me smile. i dont eveb know if its true or its just another act of his. Well of course, I hope its true cause the feelings I have for him is too deep that I dont even know what the feeling is all about. Its all incomplete. I wonder when I can really put a fullstop to everything. Im just waiting for the day that can make me realise whether he really matters in my life or whether he's just a passer-by. They say seeing is more believing. And hell yeah, I want to anything that can make me really stop and forget everything. Cause everything I listens to some songs, they just remind me of him too much that I cant endure. I dont think you know how I really feel about you and I dont think it matters to you anyway but I just wonder do I ever cross your mind? Do you think of me?"

July 10, 2008
"Its been 2 weeks I didnt blog. Oh well busy with everything. So where do I start? Lets start on the day that finally made me realise. I was in class and didnt have anything to do. Therefore the urge of finding his girlfriend's profile just went through my mind. And yes I found it. But guess what? I felt hurt soo much. I dont know why but they look happy together. I felt stupid for feeling so down do someone who dont even care. And yes for the first time he made me cry. Raybaby and the rest talked some sense to me. I got over it abit for that moment cause I was about to meet Amir for a late lunch at Mac. I thought everything was fine. Me Amir Macspicy and then.. I really saw him with his girlfriend. BooHoo~ This time I felt like crying but felt so happy. Contradicts right? But one thing for sure, he didnt really dare look at me. He was hiding behind his laptop. Haha. I guess you felt guilty right? I wanted to tell Amir about it but blah blah blah blah blah blah...~ So I guess that gus is officially out of my mind but sometime the smell of his perfume still lingers in my mind. But thanks for everything. I'm still happy that I know you. Cause you made me see and realised what a jerk really means, And that happiness doesnt have to be for long as even a week you made me smile for the rest of the days. I dont expect anything from you. I just hope you're happy. With love, this lover says goodbye to you(: "

After reading all this, I realised how very the kental I was over this asshole. Serious kental to the maximum! And I cant believed it took me quite sometime to get over you. Macam sial eh. But guess what, after all these time, I finally got my answer. Engkau tetap irritating and cuuuuteee lah sangat2. Anyway, siape mkn chilli dier lah raser pedas kan? And aku miss kau, babi. Though at the back of my mind, you'll play the game you did last time.

Single Mingle

2010-06-21T14:33:00.004+08:00

Oh yes, I broke up with Eddy already. He's a past and I will move on. Though its was a joyful and memorable time spent with him, I need him to know that, Liars dont lie to other but lie to themselves more. I'm that outrageous girl that dont need a guy by my side. And if a normal girl you are looking for, sorry that's not what you'll get from me. Goodbye.

sumpah kau legong

2010-06-21T14:29:00.005+08:00

"I hate the fact that we ignored each other for so long, then we meet and smile like nothing happened. Then I realize, shit, you still have that effect on me. I hate the fact that we ignored each other for so long, then we meet and smile like nothing happened. Then I realize, shit, you still have that effect on me."

Even if its you, there's nothing we are going to do about it.

2010-06-10T00:05:00.000+08:00

a short message from you got me grinning to myself from ear to ear.

its only you,jassy

2010-06-08T22:26:00.000+08:00

for a week,i wont have an awful voice to sing me to sleep.
for a week, i wont have a companion to have dinner with.
for a week, i wont have anyone to turn to.
for a week, i wont have someone to kiss, to hug me.
for a week, i wont have anyone to complain to on how tiring work is.
for a week, i wont have someone to call me in the middle of the night to have late supper with.
and for a week, i wont have you for everything.
and that you is only Jass Nureddy Kurniawan. im starting to miss you already,baby. please take care,loverboy. iloveyou :)

cinta aku is blind

2010-06-06T23:31:00.000+08:00

my sexy man will be heading to aussie in less than 2 days' time. looks like this is the perfect time to meet my girls and catch up. baby dont forget to bring kangaroos home k? aku cinta baaanget sama lo ;)

Tuesday Date

2010-06-03T22:42:00.005+08:00

Tuesday off day. ♥ and I went to pacific plaza to get our facial spa done at Beyond Beauty. It was alright, not so good not so bad either. I told myself I've rather go for a spa massage than facial. Well it was quality time spent with the bugger. Besides, the fact that when I tried super hard to chill and relax my mind, the idiot making super a lot of noise when we had our cream mask on. Not only that, when the facial spa ended about 1 hour later, we were served Ginger Tea. Its GINGER people. Who drinks that? My loverboy does. He drank 2 cups can? Haiyoo. Then we went to Far East to buy my boots. Yessaah to me! We then headed to Cineleisure to get our tickets for Prince of Persia before rotting at 313 and had ice cream at Cold Rock for late lunch. Honestly, I think Ben's and Jerry is way better and cheaper. But yeah its worth the money, i think. Prince of Persia was awesome! Gemma Arterton is freaking hot! I want to have her lips please. Throughout the show, I was exaggerating to ♥ on how pretty she look. I want to go plastic surgery and look like her, please. Walaupon aku tau impian tu tak akan capai, biar lah aku feeling2 dier siket k?

Kaus Kaus~
After movie, ♥ went to cut his hair. And its super cheeena! I had fun,like always kan, busyuk man?

2 is better than 1

2010-06-03T21:47:00.008+08:00

King's and ♥'s mum birthday went well. 24 May 2019 was King's birthday we headed to Beach Road. Orang tu dah lima puloh sen. Sungguh lah tua. My elder sister and brother brought their other half along. We had tulang. Superrrrrrr sedap. After that, we went karaoke at Grandlink. Cheap cheap good good! It was a definitely a night to remember.

The Salims

Siti Syahirah & Jass Nureddy Kurniawan

Fahimah & Saiful Azwan

Karim & Siti Su'aidah

Abah step cute. Twist stop it eh.

I would like to have manly moustache, one day

Karaaa-okay!

Siti Syazwani & Nurul Iman Fatimah

2 days after that, ♥'s mum's birthday. Dinner at Swensens. We bought her Guess wallet and roses. Its funny when a family talks about funny incidents in the past with strangers around. I dint really had a hard time as dinner with his family wasn't something new to me. And Lamb Chop from Swensens is soooo sedap can?

Baby say all 3 look round -.-

The Jass

So we had a well done reunion for both family. I hope it continues this way for us, baby..

Makan Chilli Rase Pedas

2010-05-29T04:01:00.003+08:00

When someone dont retaliate,
doesn't mean they are weak,
When someone cant be bothered,
doesn't mean they dont think,
When someone ignore,
doesn't mean they are dumb,
Its because..
They just cant be bothered to stoop so low
and be just as immature as you
So think.
You are nowhere better.
Nope, you're not even close to good.
So drop the act.

Cause I.

2010-05-22T15:18:00.006+08:00

Off day, how I wish 13 August can run fast so I don't have to go back to work again. Its tiring, stressing, boring and all the negative words you can dig out of the dictionary. I have 15 more weeks to go.
12 x 5 = 60 more days to work -.-

Our 12th months was a total disaster. As in seriously. It was my worst ever. But yeah, things ought to change anyway, just a matter of time and decision. Though it wasnt a pleasant thing at all, ♥ and I manage to work it out and deal with it. It will never be the same again. Let's just say this idiot here have his ways to manage me.

To Cheryl, Dian and Shazwani G, I'm so sorry for always change our dates. Very soon okay? I love you three nonetheless.

I haven been doing anything much these past few days, besides handling with the most irritating customers ever, going back home to disturb that little irritating pest at home(Wani), going out for dinner with ♥,and a lot of rest. And I emphasize on the A LOT! King's and ♥'s mum birthday coming up. Im very close to broke already though I got my pay last week. Mcm sial or what. I must stop shopping and spending big bucks on food and dresses.

Back up plan. I've always thought that Jennifer Lopez is hot. She just gave birth to twins yet her body is super fabulous can. The show was good. But Date Night was way better.

K Im done blabbering. K bye

cause i have you in me

2010-05-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

we fight.we argue.we get angry.we irritate the hell out of each other.we show favoritism.we purposely make life difficult for both party.though so many bad things happen.though so many events we cried and we ignored.and the word sorry was something difficult to come out of my mouth.though everytime things happens,it reminds me of you.even so,you still stood by me.cause you're the best,mama.i love you.

Naturally

2010-05-04T23:22:00.007+08:00

Let's just say I have time to blog for the last time before my self-claimed holidays end tomorrow. I have been having the worst toothache ever, thanks to the growing wisdom tooth. No wonder King always say that any other sickness is much better than a toothache. True that. I have no idea how Im going to work tomorrow, my supervisor will confim have a lot of things to say -.- Let's just bear with it for another 3 more months. Oh, I miss school!

So today, headed to Outram for ♥ to do his braces. Not forgetting the childish fight we had. And yes, I cant believed that I almost cry cause he left me stranded at the MRT station, as he cannot tahan my immature merajok over the littlest thing. So basically we went on our different ways, texted some lame shit just to make the other party feel angry. Then when I had enough of being petty, I called him to meet me at Plaza Singapura to have lunch at Swensen. Then dah okay -.-! And yes, our love is sweet like that.

And 3 more days to 12th months! Sunggoh lah tk sabar.

Super Overdue Pictures

Fantastic dinner at Hot Tomato @ 313

Okay I miss these 2 bitches!

And this, indefinitely.

Hafiz muker stop it eh. Nanti 12 May kau strip siket! -.-

Hafishy Birthday Surprise

Anak Azma

Tau lah dorg!

Sweetest drug

Okay I need to hit the bed now, if not, I wont be able to wake up on time for work. Gooodnight people (:

one street away

2010-05-04T01:19:00.000+08:00

Eddy, cause you're sweet.

ohmygod

2010-05-03T01:08:00.000+08:00

oh yes,im back for a moment.labour day,headed to m'sia with baby and his family.his parents drove while we rode.we had a super delicious seafood ever especially the cereal prawns.baby had to left his cannot-make-it bike there as there are things they need to change.though im never a fan of his bike,i still need to thank bikey for taking me everywhere.his mum did some shopping before we head back home.and not surprisingly my eyes can't wake up on time for work.and here starts a long holiday i made for myself.i'm suppose to work from sunday to thursday.but today,i woke up too late and went out with my family to do some shopping.king advised me to take mc so that at least i have a proof for not coming to work.since its sunday,polyclinic is close.so there goes my $41 to a private clinic and got myself a 3days off.sometimes i wonder if doctors are stupid.cause im very sure many people like me that dreads coming to work will put up an act and get away with it.my supervisor isnt happy abt it but heck,im sick rmb? :p

2010-04-02T22:58:00.000+08:00

It marks almost a year of knowing each other. I've loved you with all my heart but everything happens for a reason. I want things to be better for us. But for now, baby change for yourself. Not for me. I hope to see a better you in future. I love you and always will, Jass Nureddy Kurniawan. Stay strong while I'm away.

All alone

2010-03-15T03:20:00.000+08:00

So my family have been away for Genting for almost a day now and im stuck with a familiar stranger at home. Plus I have 2 more days before they come home and right now, I really hope for them to be home now cause I have no idea how am i going to wake up at 6 for work tomorrow when its almost 3.30am. Last night karaoke session with the dogs was fun just except for the rushing back home part to meet up my family before they set off at 4. So basically after that I went to bed till 4pm Perangai babi indeed. Chilled with Sabrina before heading out with Baby for supper at Jalan Kayu and drove to Yishun Dam. And right now,this boy is almost snoring on the other line. Thats how he keep me company knowing that Im alone. We'll talk to sleep on the phone till someone accidentally hang up or battery flat. Luckily its free incoming and outgoing for us. Thanks to m1 -.- If not im sure our bill will be a bomb and we'll be paying the bill with Baby's leg hair. Lol. Kkk I need to sleep. Goooodnight!

Like at last

2010-03-13T15:55:00.002+08:00

After a long week of working, Im at home right now doing nothing and waiting for the right time to head out to fetch my little sis,Wani and catch Alice in Wonderland with ♥ and Wani maybe. So lets do a little catch up. Heh! Did I mention that I've bought a new camera and a new phone both in 1 day? ♥ got his too. We both have a couple camera now. Casio Exlim, mine in pink,named Paris while ♥'s in black, Blackie. Haha. Cute kan? -.- Anyways, I haven got a name for my Samsung Corby Pro yet. Any suggestions?

Okay, I cant possibly tell you what happen throughout the whole MIA period right? Lets cut it short, I enjoyed myself much and spent too much too. But nonetheless,its worth it. ♥, lets go kite flying again and not to forget our this month's event. UnderWater World.

Work is alright, I guess except the fact that the distance can kill me on the spot. Imagine waking up at 6 and squeezing in the train like sardines in the morning all the way to Paya Lebar. Fun? Not at all! But what to do. I have to endure this for the whole 6months. Now Im beginning to miss school already. No wonder adults always say that studying is always better.

And my family will be out for Genting tomorrow. And I cant tag along because the work doesnt allow me to. How sad. I guess I'll have to stick with my gf and ♥ for now (:

I wanna get ready now. See you guys soon (:

More pictures on Facebook

Does it matter anyway?

2010-03-13T01:05:00.000+08:00

What's blood? Maybe too much education have spoil you, blood is something you cant change even if you want to. Have you ever thought how selfish are you to make everyone suffer for you while you run away from us claiming that we've made your life difficult? In what way uh? I really wonder cause all these while, you've been pampered much. What else you demand for? If I were you, I wont even dare to show my face in the house after all the things you've said. Oh well, like I've said this kind of people doesnt deserve to be respected. Much more regard as blood. And oh btw, I may not be a good as you but at least I know that I've did much more for the family than you. Instead of trying too hard to educate your students,why not educate yourself first? Cause Im very sure they will be disappointed to find out how their teacher really like with her family. To me, you're nowhere near to be called a sister. Too bad, you've lost my total respect for you. Think deep.

Cause I'll be away so dont miss me

2010-03-10T08:44:00.001+08:00

Oh yes, this site have been collecting dust for almost a month now. I'm sorry netizens, I've been busy travelling from Woodlands to Paya Lebar for my attachment. Therefore, I have no time to update this rusty blog. Soon alright? Till then, have a gooood morning! (;

ATTENTION!

2010-02-18T20:53:00.006+08:00

If your name is mentioned here, you're in deep shit.
Hafiz

Zahid

Faisal

Yat

Nian

Nash

Linsih

Sabrina

Edaya

Awan

Aidah

Eddy

Okay kawan-kawanku yg tersayang -.-
Everyone seems busy nowadays working, schooling and ns-ing, tapi jom lah buat outing.
Next weekend, 27 Feb or 28 Feb to
Idea Number 1 - Pulau Ubin. Cycling. Burn fat and jemur under the sun Hehe! Macam best kan?
Idea Number 2 - Town. Movie. Makan. Chill. Jalan2 tanpa arah.
Idea Number 3 - Buat picnic. Bring own food. Swim. Beach.
Idea Number 4 - Lepak kat Woodland Mart mcm no lifer or worst maen L4D2 (this will not happen) :D

Oh well, ni jer lah aku bole fikerkan. So if korg have any better ideas, tolong suara lah. Text me. Meet up soon? Bye dawgs!

Lap 1

2010-02-18T20:20:00.003+08:00

So what have I been up to at Pasir Gudang that day?
For this

Yes. Baby went to test ride his dad's bike for fun. Personally Im not a fan of his dad's bike at all. Seriously. But what to do kan, the dad refuse to buy new one. He claims that BMX still powderful -.- Well it was fun. ♥'s and my first trip to Johor without my parents. So his dad rode the bike to Pasir Gudang while ♥ drove. Drop by to have breakfast. Im very very amused to see that Malaysian still have the classic Nasi Lemak.

But the seller charged us RM16 in totally. For 3 people and I feel that its considered very expensive for 2 Nasi Lemak, 1 Mee Goreng and 3 drinks. Whatmore its Malaysia. But nevermind that. We then drove to Pasir Gudang and after fixing everything, unfortunately, not even 1 lap ♥ rode, the bike broke down. Punye lah down member. Plus its my first time seeing ♥ ride a bike after almost 5 months getting the license. I used to be a fan of motorbikes but not till I lost my bestfriend. I just feel that cars are more safe. Anyway, Im impressed with baby of course. ♥ and his dad did some fixing before deciding that the bike cant be helped. So they left it there.

Getting dress

He was drenched totally lah after that. It seems as if he played under the rain or worse just finished bathing.

We had a long and tiring day. ♥ when for training. I went to take a nap before catching up to watch Valentine's Day. And I think the show is sweet and scandalous. Go catch it! ♥ wasn't feeling well so I brought him home. And for the first time, I see 2 cats fighting very badly. They just refuse to stop.

Today, I bought breakfast for ♥ and his mum. Today was basically his place then to my place then to Cwp then to his place then back to my place. We sound like no lifers. Anyway, ♥'s now helping out in a game. I guess I'll meet him later. Good day (:

V. Day

2010-02-17T03:22:00.005+08:00

Apparently, I suppose to be sleeping cause I have to wake up early to head to Pasir Gudang with ♥ at 8 and its already 3.30. I'm still wide awake. Lets hope I hear my handphone ringing later.

I think it a little bit too late to express how happy I am that UT is finally over. No. Year 2 is done! I just have to hang on for attachment that will take half of Year 3 and another semester stuck in school again.

Chinese New Year and Valentines Day. Good combination pretty much? No! ♥ had to celebrate Chinese New Year cause he's half chinese and I'm not literally celebrating CNY, but there was a small gathering at my grandparent's place because my granny is a chinese that is brought up in a Malay family that makes me a one-quarter chinese. Does that make sense? But never mind that. But there goes my Valentine's Day. To add, ♥'s dad's birthday falls on the same day. So we only get to meet at around 10 at his place to give the dad a surprise then basically chilled.

Second day of CNY, my family went for a short getaway at some resort in Malaysia while ♥ had an open house and a dinner after that. By the time I came back, that boy's already half asleep. We haven been spending much time together recently. It goes like this. If there's training for him, before training meet me, after training dinner together then talk and homed and chatted. If no training, my place or his place. Lunch, dinner, supper together. Chilled with his family or mine. Talk cock. Homed and chatted. So what is my life short of? Shopping and our time alone together. We're always surrounded with our friends and family that though we're together, there's always someone else. Not that I dont like, just that I miss being with him. Lets hope tomorrow will be a better day k?

Though we didnt get to celebrate V.Day and we fought the day before that. ♥ was sweet enough to pop up at my place while Im having my long nap in the afternoon and put a box of flowers and a cute couple teddy bear beside my bed. I was all smiles when I woke up and called him. Even my mum was praising him on how nice he's treating me.

Srah : Dont think a present would mean I forgive you.
Eddy : I know that line will come. I know. Just thought of getting you something cause we wont be able to celebrate tomorrow.
Srah : But I dint get anything for you. Plus I dint asked you for a Valentine's gift.
Eddy : Precisely, I know you wont ask that's why I just want to give.
Sweet much.
Knowing that he spent much on the gift, I editted it a bit by giving him the male teddy which I decorated around with flowers. That means he spent the gift for both of our Valentine's gifts. Haha. How smart am I! *Wide smile

Very very overdue pictures. The day Froggey became a part of our lives. Froggey is our new family car by the way -.-

That's him. Toyota Sienta. And Froggey is my dad's 9th wheels. I dont remember all 9 cars lah but before Froggey was Trajetty. And Trajetty had the longest relationship with us. So he'll be missed badly. Other that him, I also remember Pak Hitam. Cause dad was having him when I was very little. Okay I dont want to crack my brain early in the morning thinking of my dad's car. Now that he also own a bike called Orangey, Froggey's often my sister's and ♥'s and sometimes my mum's driving. Just wait for me, Froggey, I'll drive you soon. I promise. I have no idea why most of my dad's vehicles end with a 'y' but I like it like that (:

One of the nights at Sembawang Park while Kakak fished with her bf, ♥ and I just chilled and enjoyed the night.

Cause you always make a point to hear me laugh.

Botanic Garden, Im waiting.

Butter Sotong!

2010-02-11T22:35:00.002+08:00

Lets be perangai budak gemok and indulge myself with food. When I suppose to be studying for 2 papers tomorrow. But somehow, the food seems to be calling me. Here I come. And dad's new car is called Froggey! I'll show you why some other times k? I cant wait for my new phone. BlackyBerry soon please! K bye. I need to rush to meet Boyfriend.

Your mum not smart enough to call you Smarties,my dear

2010-02-08T18:19:00.006+08:00

2 UTs over. Financial Accounting cannot make it. I spent most of the time staring into space with the cute guy in front of me -.- Right now, I'm suppose to get ready while waiting for ♥ to finish his training but I'm lazy. We're going to catch a movie and quality time together despite the fact that he's always at my place. Yesterday, dinner with ♥,my little sister Wani, my younger brother Awan and his gf Fahimah. I was wondering when can my elder sister and her bf join us. Wednesday, Dad getting his new car like at last! He plan to bring ♥ and all of us to Johor i think. Well plan still not confirm yet.

To DeeAnn, I know you're going to read this ;p I miss you lah can? And kau nyer 101 points seriously stop it eh? Haha! Please meet up after UT k?

Kkk I need to get ready to meet that bugger.

2010-02-05T22:51:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, some people just dont know where they stand.
Kau lah paling maut! -_______-"

2010-02-04T19:03:00.002+08:00

Can I flunk my Financial Accounting UT3 please? Cause I have no confidence at all! ):

Nineeeeteen!

2010-02-03T10:00:00.008+08:00

It was Financial Accounting on Monday. When someone came to my class when everyone were almost half-dead and asked "Siti?Anyone called Siti here?" Everyone was blurr. Then she said, "This is from Jass." Oh well, my name is Siti Syahirah. And Jass happen to be my boyfriend's name. So yes, the Loverboy gave a surprise. Sweetkan? Aderlah org2 tertentu mater merah kan. Haha. Ouch!

Anyways, Tuesday was ♥'s bday. Dee and I managed to lie to him that I'm out with some friends for sheesha. And of course ♥ fall for the trick. He was very angry for not being with him during his eve of his birthday. So we fought! I went to his place earrrrrrly in the morning. His mum opened the door for me. While trying to get ready for the surprise, that bloody gemok man woke up! Spoilt my surprise for him only kan! Irritating giler. But I can still see him smiling away. So ♥ got ready and off we go to school.

I pasted 51 post-its around his room when he went off to HK (:

My not so edible rainbow cake ): Cause can make your shit colourful. Seriously.

King for the day

Nice right?

Zoom to the stomach!

Oh yes, I wanna share something about someone. I've figured out something. An analogy I made up. Ugly girls never like pretty girls. Because there's someone I barely know find me an eyesore. She's invisible to many people ever since I dont know when. I didnt do anything much but perhaps you're just urm jealous cause Im physically and mentally better than you. Opps! Come on girl. Lets start losing weight and you may need a breast liposuction too! Hah! Loser. Look on a brighter side, I dont find you a threat at all. Tsk2. Ni lah org2 tk cukop attention. Too bad. Okay enough of this big monster.

Oh ya. 2nd feb wasnt really a great day except the day out with ♥. Dad's new car still not ready yet. Someone used my address to pawn. I was so shocked and went to make a police report. My hands and feet was sweaty and I have been having hiccups. Mcm sial btol! Anyway, a dinner with ♥ at Seoul Garden at Marina Square to celebrate. Quality time with ♥. Let's go botanic!

Ni lah perangai budak gemok

My fav picture for the day (:

Okay I wanna pay attention already. Good day!

Dou Niu. Yao Bu Yao?

2010-02-01T01:48:00.004+08:00

"Even if you gave me the entire world's best defense player, I will find a way, I will find your weakness, breakthrough you, outflank you and then pass you through. Because I love you, so I scored."

I dont know why but I think his eyes can speak.

See, I've told you. I've spent the whole weekend watching Bullfighting, I know lah the show very long already. But this Mike He, is irresistibly ermm yummyyy! Go catch him in Devil Beside You and Why Why Love. No wonder Alexandra Burke mentioned that bad boys always catch our eyes and spin our mind. Btol tk? (:

Look whose back?

2010-01-29T00:02:00.004+08:00

Oh well, that budak busyuk is back. That goes without saying, I is a happy kid -.- but he irritates me like crazy,like always.

Oh yaa. There's something I wanna share about the music video Bad Romance. Well I'm not sure if its true. But it seems believing. Bad Romance is a satanic song. I dont wish to write up a long post about the song cause I cant deny the song is super nice and the dance is super cool. Do read up and I leave you to decide @ http://vigilantcitizen.com/?p=2737

Besides that, Ut3 is around the corner, and I am soooo not ready. K come dig a hole and bury ourselves together -.-

K bye. ♥, Good luck for your beep test later.

2010-01-25T01:16:00.001+08:00

I miss stupid faces like this ):

Cause definitely I'm missing you more

2010-01-24T01:33:00.003+08:00

I cant help but wait. For your return of course. Gheesh! I dint know this would be this hard.

Nobody's

2010-01-23T04:11:00.002+08:00

Okay, I'm going to be a lonely girl for 5 days. Cause ♥ is going on a holiday to Hong Kong and in 2 hours more before he flys. Fun kan? I is so jealous. But nevermind, I already assigned him to get me a few things. Urm not so few I guess. Hehe. Anyway, we spent the whole day together like always just that we get to meet the weirddos at midnight to chill just now. Zahid, Nian, Yat, Hafiz, Linsih, Nash, Mini-mi(Haha!) We did a little bit of catch up and can some nice souls please plan an outing soon? Dah lamer pe tak keluar. Mens bro. Okay, I'm starting to miss my busyuk boy already ): and no one is around to sing and tell me stories to sleep tonight.

♥, somehow its like the first time you're leaving me. And now it feels weird. I'm missing your nonsense already. Can you have fun there and hurry back soon? Take care Loverboy.

My very own.

Okaaaaaaaay

2010-01-19T15:54:00.002+08:00

Cristiano Ronaldo! Tell me which part of him is not hot? I loiikeeeee alot can?

2010-01-19T15:19:00.003+08:00

Ma-kel tetap ma-kel bro!

Nails!

2010-01-18T23:04:00.001+08:00

Today, I had the most ugliest pedi and mani ever! I hate the girl who did it cause she dint even put any effort. Waste 15bucks lah! The nail polish didnt even last an hour cause I hate looking at ugly painted nails so I removed it. Therefore, right now, I'm going to polish my nails! (:

Not Good!

2010-01-18T20:12:00.008+08:00

I am a bad kid today. Cause I skipped class. Mcm sial kan? But I was super duper lazy to get off my bed. Plus no one was bugging me to wake up besides the miss calls I get.

And yes, at last I get to meet that bloody monster after soo many months on Friday! We did a little catch up and shop! Hehe. Oh babe, if only, our bank have 5 digits! We'll shop till we drop. Hehe. Anyway, we had ayam penyet at Lucky Plaza and shared some touching happenings. Then heading to Far East before her sandals fail on her. We went to hunt shoes before ♥ arrived to pick me up. I promise to meet you next month. I dont want meet up after months please. Cause my mouth will get dry talking and talking as we got soo much to catch up. So next month k? The only thing that fail us is pictures -.- I love you nonetheless!

Saturday to Wild Wild Wet. We had a promise to head off to a place together every month. Everything is planned before 2010. Its so-called our resolution. Places are all planned each month till Dec 2010 in our little schedule book. Next month to Botanic Gardens. The day at Wild Wild Wet was well spent. Baby was so sexcited over the slide up lah. It is one of the most thrilling ride. And we totally loveeeee it! We spent about 2 hours before heading off Escape. Unfortunately there's nothing fun at Escape -.- But after that was the best. Dinner! Beside the fact that we had a budget, like always we spent too much on food. Almost 50bucks for 2 person?! Okay we went overboard on food once again. Never mind that. I still had fun with ♥. Wait since when I dont?

Buying tickets

I cooked! With the help of Sabrina though

See the cheeks!

He sure had fun

Escape is no fun, I swear -.-

We had this. Seafood Tom Yam

And this. Baby Kailan with Oyster Sauce

And this. Cereal Sotong

With this. Ikan Bakar

And lastly this. Thai Sause Beancurd.
Mcm babi tk? Haha!

Sunday. After soccer with the weirddos, ♥ fell asleep at my place. My mum was worried that he wasnt feeling comfortable and initiated to switch on the air con lah this lah that lah -.- ♥ slept a little too comfortable cause 2.30 turns to 5.30. Oh well, I dont know what to write already.

But today, ♥ and I had a small argument. And I is not happy with him at all.
Good-bye!

Calling out!

2010-01-08T20:34:00.001+08:00

We got a lot to catch up love!
This coming wed can?
I miss you );

Happy 2010!

2010-01-06T23:07:00.004+08:00

Holidays have been Ahh-wesome! Many events happened throughout to keep me company. So hang on. This is going to be a long post. (:

Firstly, Congrats to Kak Qayah. She's our first cousin to get married. Therefore the event was quite happening and fun. The solemnization took place at a mosque on Thurday, 17Dec09. She was very pretty dressed in a Bollywood gown. After the solemnization,like always we went to my aunt's place to chill and discuss of what colour should we wear on the wedding day. Since 3/4 of my cousins are girls, it wasn't quite easy to decide. But in the end we settled with black and red, again.
Sunday came. The wedding happened at Eunos CC. My aunt even hired an apek to make and give out his candy floss and popcorn to the guests for free. Many things happened throughout. We were also joking on what will happen if our youngest cousin get married and she happen to be my sister, Wani and only 11years old now. In 12-15 years, all the cousins will be married with children attending her wedding. Just imagining makes me giggle. We'll see in 12 years to come. All the cousins figured out that Kak Qayah already set a benchmark. So if we ever want to get married at least get to her benchmark or beat hers. I must say hers was quite grand compared to other weddings I've been to. Congratulations to you. May your marriage last till eternity.

That's half of the cousins.

Before school closes, my class had an exchange gift event for Xmas. Everyone was excited.

♥ and I had a short getaway together at D'Kranji Farm Resort. It was super peaceful and really gave us away from home feeling. We went for a massage at Afond Leisure Spa, Holland Village. A full body massage and scrub. Super relaxing can? Then we had our dinner at Breko and basically spend most of our cash there. We bought food like as if we were 2 fats pigs. In fact ♥ is a pig. Hehe. We went back to our resort and basically spent quality time together, joking and making fun about each other. Plans to go prawning failed. We had breakfast and a free leg spa. We spent the days there like rich people know. I felt like a tai-tai, imagine having high tea, shop and massage and shop again almost everyday. Confirm shiok kan! If only we can go overseas for our getaway, to Bintan maybe? Soon k. Nonetheless, I had a blasting fun with ♥, wherever,whenever.

The Spa Room

Breko

I swear ♥'s camera is !@#$%^&*!

I had this. I suddenly have the liking for baked rice (:

♥ had this

Our dessert

The meal that cost me more than a week of my pocket money!

Si budak gemok ni

Breakfast mcm sial siket cause free!

The resort

The foot spa

The ♥

We went to take neoprints on one of the days.

A dinner with his Mum at Little India. The food was delicious. ♥ was sweating while eating lah cause too spicy. This boy suck at eating spicy food! Siket2 berpeloh -.-

On the night of 29th Dec, like usual hang out with the weirddos. The meet up was to discuss on what to do on countdown. But, everyone was idea-less and instead of planing on what countdown, I planned to go Jurong East for swimming. Haha yes, we went there. Imagine 10 people in my dad's car? Luckily I was seated in front so I dont have to squeeze with the rest. I didnt believe that my dad will allow ♥ to drive his car around lah. After swimming we went to have dinner at Boon Lay. Nash joined us. Suddenly the plans to drive around came up. ♥ drove his dad's car this time round. Edaya and Linsih didnt join us. To Henderson Waves, Fort Canning then to Marina Barrage. They were jumping and making jokes about the littlest thing. Like always. It was already about 4plus before we reach Sembawang to have a very early breakfast. Very tiring and fun though.

Comes countdown, plans all changed. Thanks to Awan,he was admitted to the hospital last minute. Poor boy. Therefore plans to catch the fireworks. Sadly, my elder sister had to rush back to the hospital while out with the boys. Luckily ♥ and I was still at home entertaining my little sister. Dad took us to SGH. Awan was put under observation for 8 hours. So my family and ♥ went to have supper before dad drop sister at Shaw and ♥ and I at Cathay to catch Avatar 3D. The show was fun but I fell asleep cause the show was waaayy too long. The show start at 250am ends about urm I forget what time. But we waited for my sis and the boys to finish theirs before meeting them to head to the hospital again. By the time everyone reach the hospital and had breakfast it was almost 9am! Everyone longs for their bed! We then waited for the shuttle bus. And guess what we waited for like almost an hour only to find out that its a holiday and no buses will come. Mcm cheeebye tk? We walked reluctantly to the bus stop before sitting a long ride back home. The boys were like zombies!

Okay I promise this will be the last. Before school reopen, the family went to have dinner at Makansutra before heading to Grandlink to karaoke. My mum was super funny lah. For the first time she was dancing away. Little that I know she used to be a dancer before. Mcm tk percaye gitu kan. We had a fabulous time singing! Sampai hilang suare. Whatmore the next day was a school day. Nonetheless I had a fantastic holiday. Somehow ♥ is already a part of my family. One of the days my mum asked him to drive her to our Johor house cause she needed to take and pack some things. Mcm cute kan? See sayang, my family loves you a lot know. Hehe.

Lastly, we went to Kota Tinggi with my cousins and I went back to basic, black-headed (: I cant wait for August to come cause ♥ already promise to pay for my perm. Haha! Okay Im tired typing already. I need to layan ♥ to eat now. Goodnight netizens (:

May Allah Bless You

2009-12-31T20:50:00.002+08:00

You're already in another world. A world where everyone would be sooner or later. Though deep down, I miss you very much. I pray that you're safe at the other side. You came to my dream twice and the dreams definitely means something. A message you're trying to send,perhaps. I dont know what it is. But all I can do is pray. I need to forget you. Cause that's when I've let you go. Al-Fatihah to you Nazri.

lets count flying pigs

2009-12-24T03:49:00.003+08:00

I had a lot of fun with ♥ today. He came to my place at about 2plus to have brunch. Instead of going out to eat, we ate at home. Then after chilling awhile, we headed to the carpark to wash my dad's bloody dirty car. It was very fun doing funny things with ♥. We washed his dad's car once my dad once so we're even. He claimed. Lol. Then we headed home to get ready and sent my mum for her massage before heading to Fahimah's(my bro's friend) place for a short birthday surprise. We went home. I had late dinner with ♥ at home again. Today I is save money by refraining myself from eating outside. We fetched Mama back and ♥ head home. He fell asleep at about 1plus while texting me. I was busy occupying myself with wrestling. Then just now, I was lonely. So I called that boy to check if he can accompany me. I woke him up and asked him to go online so I can see his face to sleep. Knowing that Im a pampered girl, ♥ did it without any complaints. We can talk about anything under the sun. He chatted and joked with me despite the fact that I know deep down this baby of mine is feeling very tired yet stood by me and told me to sleep first. I acted asleep so that he will sleep and I'll be able to take a picture of him. So right now, when Im suppose in lalaland, I find myself staring at ♥ asleep, a blissful thing to do. He's hugging my favourite pillow(in strips) to sleep. If only I can have you now ♥. Okay right now, to really sleep, lets count flying pigs! Goodddnight.

Just like that

2009-12-24T02:08:00.003+08:00

Jass Nureddy Kurniawan.
I want that date again can? Resort. Spa. Dinner. Just me and you.
I love you cause you make me gah-gah over the simplest thing.

Can you please pass me your camera so I can upload the pictures baby?

Happy Holidays!

2009-12-17T02:20:00.004+08:00

Like the days are finally here. Holidays. I'll be able to wake up late and spend late nights with ♥ again just like those days. Besides that, I cant wait for 21st to come fast. Baby, you know I know ;p

Anyways, my brother's out for Penang for 2weeks. Good or Bad? Its good firstly cause he wont be arguing and making unnecessary noise. Secondly, there wont be anyone fighting with Wani. Thirdly, well the list goes on if I continue to blabber about how it is good when Awan is not at home. But well, there's more reasons why it is not good when he's not around. Cause somehow, I've missed him. Cause a brother will always be a brother. And blood ties are definitely stronger than anything else in the world.
Yes, I miss You, Bibir! Everyone does. I hope you're enjoying and at the same time suffering painting the place. You must remember to take care of yourself okay? Call home cause I know Mama miss you. Take care brother! Remember to buy us stuff if not!

The Salims and BabyLove of course (:

The one that misses you most.

It just get a little bit too quiet without you around. Come home and layan this irritating Wani please.

Hahahahah!

The One and Only brother.

2009-12-08T23:17:00.000+08:00

I DO NOT LIKE WHAT I GET FOR MY UT 1 GRADES AT ALL! ):

In ♥ can?

2009-12-07T12:59:00.004+08:00

How will you feel if you come back from lunch and sees this on your desk?

I received 7 kinder bueno's from ♥ cause its our 7th month together. Hehe. It was seriously a sweet surprise. I really didnt see that coming. Okayy.. Im really in love with this boy.

Happy 7th, baby. I love you as much as I love Cristiano can? Okay tk. I just love you more!

Happy pills

2009-12-07T09:59:00.007+08:00

Thursday
♥ and I went to do our hair. Yipee! ♥ got his hair cut and highlighted while I get my fringe rebonded and I'm back to bangs (: then at night,♥ have plans to send his friend, Pranav back to Australia. I tagged along with my little sis to have supper at Popeye's while ♥catch up with his friends. My sis and I spent the time colouring away before ♥tells us that its time to go. Journey to Changi Airport took about 30mins from Woodlands. But on the way back ♥took only 15-20mins back. Thats without me sitting in front with him. He sped through. His friend, Eugene sitting beside him was also shocked. Okay dont guess what speed he's going. I should have known better than to sleep -.- During the ride home, I had this funny conversation with my sister, Wani. She was making a lame joke and this came out

Me: Childish sia you
Wani: Foolish
Me: Selfish

Then silence for quite sometime before she burst
Wani: Goldfish!
And both laughed like mad. I thought she already didnt want to play the lame game. Well this is an inside joke. Hahaha.

Our art piece -.-

This is Wani's

Srah's *wide smile

And we did this together (:

Friday's class was alright. Dian, Lin, Shamini and Halim went to Anchorpoint for shopping after school but there's nothing much we can buy. Halim bought a formal shirt and Lin bought t-shirt for her dad. Good daughter katerkan. Hehe. Halim, Shamini and Lin had to rush off first leaving me and Dian walking aimlessly before we decide to go to the shopping center opposite. I got ♥ the leather jacket he wanted. He came to pick me up. He chilled at my place with my father and brother watching a movie while I'm soundly asleep. I didnt know that he stayed at my place till 4 -.-

Saturday
I went to ♥'s place to bake. His whole family was around but it was alright. Not as bad as I imagine. At night, we headed to Marina Barrage to chill together. Its been quite sometime we've spent time like that. Then we had supper at Simpang Bedok before heading home. I'm glad that we didnt get lost this time while driving around (: ♥, I'm sorry for what happen after that. I'm not ready and I hope you understand. And please know I love you load lah. (:
And thats the jacket Im talking about (;

My fav picture for the day.

Well-spent bonding

2009-12-01T11:19:00.003+08:00

I had a great weekend with my family. A celebration for Hari Raya Haji started at my grandma's place for food, a lot of food I mean then to Bedok to my cousin's place. Instead of just chilling, the mothers and daughters had to help out with my first cousin's wedding coming up this December. They were busy packing the gifts for the guests. I somehow cant wait as Kak Ruqayyah will be our first cousin getting married. Macam best gitu kan? After sometime, the daughters gave up and all went watching telly, some Daddy's at home the others Nur Kasih, and coincidentally both shows showing their last episode. Soon after, the parents were discussing about the picnic we'll be having on Sunday. The food lah this lah kecoh giler. But its fun anyway. I'm glad to have this big big family.

Saturday, I got work -.- I spent the whole day watching movies online till ♥ came to pick me up after his session at Pasir Gudang and spent our night together watching Ninja Assassin. Haaaiiiyaaak! Though I was reluctant to watch but its worthwhile (: On our way home, I was getting really famished so ♥ drove me to have supper. We met Lamest Jinx and Bojan to pass stuffs and chill together. The weirddos haven been meeting lah. Maner korg hilang uh brotherssssss! Come lets meet pretty please? (:

Sunday, East Coast Park! 7families=Awesome-ness can? Despite the collision/headbutt I had with Fai'zah that blacked me out during the games, the rainy weather, we all still got sunburnt and had a great time together. Not forgetting the part when I'm suppose to head for work till my colleague managed to replace me last minute. I end up heading to Ecp without any extra clothing at all! So yeah I was playing the various games in jeans -.- The cousins made a good effort making and playing the games. I love the part each team tried to do just to win the game. Especially the parents match when Mum had to feed the whole big packet of crackers to Dad. Its suppose to be a parent match but it ended up everyone is helping Dad to eat just to win. One of my uncles even played cheat. He put the crackers in his pocket. How disgusting! We had many other games such as Flour and Sweet, Water Bomb, Treasure Hunt and many more. One of my cousins even brought her hamster along to play. If I've known, I would bring my 8 not-so-little fellows anymore to play too! And they growing really fat lah. Back on track, I had this conversation with one of my cousin whom I forget who. I think its either Rusyda or Haziqah.

Me: Do you think when we grow up we'll all become like our parents?
R/H: What you mean?
Me: See lah, our parents have 7siblings and till now they are very close. Our families always have outings together. I wonder if this can continue.
R/H: Its quite difficult. So many cousins.

I start to ponder. I wish we can all stay this way. Very close and bonded, I must say. I have 17 cousins altogether. Aged from 25, i think to 11 years old. So ya, imagine everyone have their own family and still gathering like now. I'm sure there's a lot of things I can share with my children next time.

I'm blessed can? (:

I love Museum -.-

2009-11-26T11:07:00.005+08:00

Wednesday, a trip to the National Museum for Hotel and Tourism Management module. It was quite fun and interesting. The motive of heading there is to evaluate their services. Though my team had a good impression of the services, but the other teams seems to be unhappy on how they were treated. Enough of the museum.

My team member without the Deam of Bitches

The bestest (:

Girls

Babygirls

E55D, htm class

With Miss Grace

Then, Deam of Bitches and my babygirls when to Bugis to do some shopping for our Corporate Wear the next day. We were having fun spending money and enjoying each other's company. It was Dian's birthday on Thursday soooo Lin, Halim and me gave her a surprise. Halim entertained her while Lin and I rushed everywhere to get rings, cake and balloon for her. And of course a surprise is a surprise, she was shocked and was close to tears. Happy 18th babygirl! Stay happy and lovely kkk? (:

Birthday Girl

♥ picked me up at Woodlands before shopping again for my heels at Charles and Keith. And I'm loving it very very much. Now, I cant wait for my dresses and jackets to come to meee (:

Jj's home

2009-11-25T00:02:00.002+08:00

On Monday morning, I lost my favourite hamster, that fat and round Jayjay. I woke up late so I went to take him out on my bed. I didn't really paid attention on him when he went missing for one whole day! I couldn't waste my time looking for him as I was rushing to school. As I thought, he'll be out pretty soon. But no, this fatty went missing for the whole day and made ♥,me and Wani turn the house upside down searching for him. We gave up so we put his cage in my room with the doors open. He came back the next morning. Acted as if nothing happen, playing his wheel and eating away, I bet he's glad to be home. Well of course, I'm more than happy that he's back, cause he's such a fatty to adore and I definitely not ready to lose him.

Class nowadays haven been the best. Everytime the week start, many don't feel as happy and hyper like on Wednesdays. Monday, financial accounting. Look here, who would want to use up the brain juice on accounting starting of the week. And our faci is good at making things as complicated as possible when it isn't that difficult at all. Credit this lah debit this lah -.- Bugger. Tuesday business statistic. Not fun at all. Faci is a bitch. No comments. I is don't like her at all. Wednesday hotel and tourism management. The best ever. Know why? Fun faci. I believe with a good and fun faci, even the most boring module can seems fun and interesting. I lioookeee (: Thursday and Friday not much comments. One naggy like hell the other we just cant understand her. So ya dont bother figuring out. Lol.

Can someone please find Cheryl Pang for me? Cause I think she's lost. I haven been seeing her for months already. Can you please ask her to call me cause I miss her already. Thanks (:

Buttercake

2009-11-23T11:32:00.001+08:00

And I forget to share, my virgin Buttercake is a success. Though it should be sweeter, I still consider its good. Let's bake again ♥

We break up to make up

2009-11-23T11:05:00.004+08:00

I get the picture now. With your 30pointers, I hope you get what we're trying to figure out all these while. I love you still can? Though somehow, it feels weird and funny, I hope we'll get better in time to come (:

Zouk with ♥ and his friends on Saturday. Its Benny Benassi. It was awesome. ♥ and I broke our 6months without clubbing. He say we can make it a routine to club once every 6months. Sound pathetic kan? 6months lei, I can do it cause clubbing isn't my thing unlike him, I have doubts. Haha. It was super duper packed, it was quite difficult to even walk -.- But nonetheless, I met a few familiar faces. We cabbed home with Naresh and Eugene before meeting the weirddos at Nian's place and crap the whole morning.

Sunday is a family day! We went for a wedding at Tampines before transforming to Johore. We had a lot of laughs during the journey. With many lame jokes and discussions. King told us to make it a must to spend every Sunday with the family. He dont mind spending a few hundred bucks on his 4 idiots, he claimed. Like real... But like always, I had superb fun with the Salim's. I hope the plan to Bangkok will be a success, please. (:

Why you?

2009-11-20T15:21:00.002+08:00

If I need to spell out everything I want, everything I need, everything I dislike, then what's the point of this relationship? Its pretty clear to us that we're happy but in deep inside, there's many loopholes. There's many things that we skipped and ignored as we're happy with each other. And when problems arise, all you do is complain around. Put yourself in my shoes, what if I go around telling your friends about our problems. Do you like it? Indeed I told you its fine at first. But at least use your brain and think, if it becomes a frequent routine, would you be happy? Need me to remind you that you're the cause of my problems with my friend once? If you're welcoming another problem like that, fine by all means,the doors are open. But remember,the outcome you suffer. I've had it in telling you my feelings and emotions, if a relationship is about asking and not finding out on your own, then, I don't see the need in being together at all. So once again, I think you need a long time to go figure. Cause to me, for these few months, you know shit, boy.

Movies

2009-11-16T08:57:00.002+08:00

Paranormal Activity with ♥,on Friday was awesome. The show was scaaaaryy. ♥ and I even went home to google about the show cause we wasn't satisfied. But I loveeeeeeee the movie (:

Saturday, midnight movie with the Weirddos. We haven been hanging out and chilling these few weeks. Many busy with NS, work and school. The girls wasn't able to join us. So basically it was the old usuals. We watched 2012 at 1250. Nash drove us there. The show wasn't up to standard and wasn't what I expected. Not very good. I rate 2/5. Draggy and boring. Though the effect for the show was quite good. But I didnt really like the storyline. After the show, we headed to Mac for breakfast. Then back home.

Plus, I manage to keep my promise of not meeting ♥ on Sunday.

Is yours like him?

2009-11-13T11:28:00.005+08:00

Do yours wake up in the morning to buy or even make breakfast for you?

Do yours come all the way in the middle of the night to drive you or walk with you to buy your supper?

Do yours lie to you that he's having stomachache and come back with a beautiful necklace?

Do yours make funny faces to make you laugh?

Do yours do silly things with you?

Do yours sing or tell you stories at night when you cant get yourself to sleep?

Do yours come to your workplace to accompany you so that you wont feel lonely and boring when your workplace is at East while he's at North?

Do yours give you random messages just to tell you he loves you and is thinking of you?

Do yours come to your class to pass your favourite chocolate?

Do yours sit at your place and chat with your parents like their own friends?

Do yours pamper you like princess?

Do yours hold your hand and dont want to let you go?

Do yours hug you so tight till sometimes you cant breathe?

Do yours kiss you in public to let people know that he loves you and not shy to let people know that your his?

Do yours do things for you to make you feel happier and better?

Do yours sacrifice things for you?

Cause mine do. Cause I have the sweetest one ever.

And thats him!

Happy 6th To Me And You!

2009-11-12T10:01:00.007+08:00

I had a perfect day with ♥ on our half a year at Sentosa. We had our brunch at Triple 8, KFC before heading to Harbourfront. Went to get snacks before settling down at Pahlawan Beach. Had a swim and basically spending quality time together. We took the skyride and Luge thrice. And ♥ lost to me twice. Loser lah you. , syg. Had our dinner at Banquet,Vivo. It was a simple,sweet yet memorable day with him. At last I can tell people that we're half a year together. Hehe.

Nonetheless, anytime spent with him is indeed deep and remarkable cause this sepet boy colours my world. Though now we spent lesser time together, I must tell you, I'm very proud to have you by my side. And I thanked you for being patient with me and always loving me. I love you muchieeeeeeeee!

Baby was already sweating even before reaching Sentosa.

Sun, Sand, Sea and Sayang = Perfect

Baby♥

Skyride

Lugeride, I didnt dare take a picture for ♥ cause I couldn't drive the luge free hand. That explains why I dint pass my Btt till now. K shhh..

♥ claims he look like a skaterboy. Confirm Confuse? Haha

Cause You're already in me. ♥

Laugh to this k?

2009-11-09T15:22:00.001+08:00

Sabrina

2009-11-09T14:06:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to Sabrina on 6th Nov.

A very lovely surprise made by me and the rest.

Stay happy dear. Love you!

Wash wash wash!

2009-11-05T11:12:00.003+08:00

Yesterday's UT was somehow a killer. Not that bad though as its my favourite module. Hah! After school went to have dinner with ♥ at Fish and Chicks. We ordered as if we haven been eaten for days. ♥ and I have been spending too much on food recently despite the fact that we're out of job already thanks to laziness. I need an interesting job please. We washed his dad's car yesterday together. It was fun! Even the simpliest thing I do with you, draw a smile on my face. Baby, lets find a fine night to stare the stars.

I've heard my school, SOH will be having attachment for us for the whole semester next year. I seriously cant wait. Let's hope I get a good job with good pay of course.

I want Saturday to come fast! Hehe my 6th month-sary with ♥. Baby its almost half a year know?

Class right now is quite a bored. Great team mates but boring faci. Bugger. K lets concentrate -.-

2009-11-04T11:26:00.000+08:00

The sweetest sugar pie.

Happy engagement! (:

My utmost perfect thing

2009-11-04T11:17:00.004+08:00

♥, with much love.

Weekends were well spent with ♥. Soccer. Shasha's engagement. Fizah's bday and many more. Let's drive around Singapore. I cant wait for Saturday! (:

Rara Jayjay and 6 un-named babies

2009-11-02T23:06:00.005+08:00

Say hello to my babies!

This is Rara and Jayjay before they divorce. A happy couple.

How to differentiate them? One is with a darker black line at the back,the other is grey. They were only the size of my pinky finger when ♥ bought them. Many thanks to ♥ for buying them for me.

Rara. The fierce mother. She used to be the quieter and obedient one before giving birth. A very fun pet to play with. Not until she was pregnant, she became very agressive and possesive. That's when I had to separate the poor victim to another cage. Nonetheless, no matter how fierce and very active, this mother of 6 is, she's still adorable and definitely intelligent. She can spend her time entertaining her kids bringing them up and down the 2storey cage. Without feeling tired.

Jayjay,the victim.Whenever they fighting,though he's suppose to be the dominant one, Jayjay always get the most injuries. There's once he had a very bad bite at his back. But this handsome man never fails to put a smile on our face with his funny doings. He was fat and round before I separate him with Rara. he was in a new cage and lost weight. But now, he's back to normal as he's back in his old cage though alone this time. He's still a happy dad.

The 6 un-named babies. At this point of time, they were barely 5hours old. Small and very fragile.

My very own 6granchildren. Though right now, we dont know what's there gender. 2 of them look like their mum while the rest look like their dad.

Young yet very capable of biting

Wani find the odd one on my palm very interesting and funny.

Rara feeding the babies.

♥, earn 15k a month like what I've said if you want a team of babies k? Deal? Hahaha.

Night Darling~!

(:

2009-10-30T11:19:00.002+08:00

I want to hold your hands forever ♥

Skip class like nobody's business

2009-10-29T11:08:00.003+08:00

Tuesday night, Rp vs Tp. Unfortunately Rp lost. 2-1 And someone mistook the scorer as my boyfriend. A big No-no eh. Lol. Its been dog years ever since I met G. Did catching up while watching the match with her. Someone happy eh ngan FF. Stay happy girl. (:

Unfortunately, on wednesday I skipped school and I had to take care of 2 patients. Poor thing kan? ♥ and Sabrina were feeling ill. One was having migrane, the other injured his knee while playing soccer. But I still happy nonetheless, though these 2 can be really and very irritating. Yet dear to me. Get well soon loves ones. Muack!

I want to introduce Rara, Jayjay and the 6 babies. But the pictures are ugly and unclear! Tsk.

Wednesday night, went to Geylang to change my dress for my cousin's wedding with ♥. Then we drove to Kallang as, he was having a jamming session with his cousins after so long. Had supper and lame jokes on table between El and Anep. Very funny. ♥ then sent them back home.

♥, come back from lab ready can? I'm bored.

Oh really?

2009-10-27T11:59:00.003+08:00

It was just a thought but i think you fit into the puzzle so nicely till I cant see no flaws and gaps in it. Thats when I realise how pathetic you are (:

Thanks to Yuru for that beautiful line.

You paused my mind

2009-10-26T22:55:00.006+08:00

"When the light begins to darken. When your path begins to narrow. When all hope seems unreachable. I just cant bear to let that happen to you babygirl. I promise to be your light, shining down the path, showing you the journey of happiness hand in hand we'll walk.And for the first time i'll say this to you.I've never been more in love by you and with all my heart and blessings I love you,Syahirah"

What more can I expect from him? He's my almost perfect thing.

I haven been having the best days at home. One person can cause a lot of miseries to me. The Queen. Sometimes, I just hope her favouritism will just stop and put to an end. But somehow, I know its impossible. As this have been going on eversince I was born. I dont want to think about it. And when you're feeling down, all you need is someone to be there and carry that burden for you. All he did was sent me that message and melted my heart. Sabrina was there to pour her heart out and laugh with at the slightest joke. I ended up chilling at her place. Talking to her sister whom happen to have the same name as mine. I was talking to her in our own world when ♥ called me. But instead of talking much with him, I told him I'll call him back as I was busy talking. And this cute little thing, waited outside Sabrina's place without texting or calling me to tell that he's already outside waiting for me for almost half and hour. I really cant believed that he was waiting for my call and didnt even drop a message that he's already out. How cute! ♥ never fails to suprise and impress me with his doings.

I've never been more in love.

Sabrina told me that friends dont really have to contact or see each other everyday. Bestfriends are people you know that will stand by you everytime you fall, will lend you a shoulder to cry on, will look at you and say you're stupid for crying over things that aren't worth a tear, will laugh at your lamest joke, or even text a random message just to show you've been remembered always. And Sabrina is definitely one of them. I dont have many friends. But I'm very sure I have friends I can call Bestfriends. What about you? Deep down, I know you're lonely. Despite the smile you have,the laughs you made, the oh-so-many people you know, you're just an empty soul where people find you interesting or a form of entertainment for only a few moments but not for life. Go think and figure girl, Life and Love isn't as simple and easy as you describe. Everything isn't as surface as you thought. There's more than what meets the eyes. I'm very happy even without you. You're just a past. A memory that I've erased cause I know I dont need a friend like you,hypocrite.

Numbers kill me

2009-10-26T14:46:00.003+08:00

Accountings just killed me today, the very first day of the week. Give me a break seriously. Yuru ditched me. Bitch! But luckily, David was doing the work and explaining things to me. Though out of 100percent only 40 got into my head but no doubt, I'm trying okayyy.

Right now, I just wanna go home and see my hamsters. Little sister just called saying that Rara and Jayjay had a big fight. They're bleeding. But luckily the 6babies are alright. I hope they're fine.

I need to touch up a lil-bit on my project. The only thing left to do is the research format. I need to rush this shit by today.

I need to understand Financial Accounting now. Gtg!

Happy 19th, LL! Be happy (:

Animal here animal there

2009-10-25T22:39:00.000+08:00

Zoo Trip with ♥ was awesome! Though it wasn't well planned but whenever its with ♥ everything would be alright (: Well it have been years ever since we went to zoo. We had our lunch at Kfc before starting our journey at Singapore Zoo. Animals everywhere Duuhh! -.- We were fantasized by some animals like the Elephants especially. Though totally enormous, they seriously captured my heart. I'm pretty sure the trainers had a hard time training them. Teaching them how to bow and even make funny movements. I'm definitely amazed. And to my surprise, quite a number of animals are endangered in zoo. I think we need to put a lot of effort and attention before these beautiful animals goes extinct. We spent like 2hours walking.

So to end, we went for a fish spa to relax. Its our first. Put your leg in and the fishes will attack your legs like nobody's business. I couldnt stop laughing when the fishes tickle my feet sucking or eating the dead skin. And ♥'s leg was thrice as many fishes as mine. That obviously shows his is more dirty and hairy too. Hehe.

The Queen had to spoilt my mood in the end. And yes, I haven been having good days with her. We've been having an on-off cold wars. But seriously, at some point of time, when she goes overboard, that's it. And I'm very sure I'm reaching the peak soon. Thanks to her, she affected my mood and ♥'s. I tried to act as if I'm alright but ♥ knows that deep down, I'm upset for what she've said.

We headed to Banquet for our dinner. I pierced my tragus again. Did some shopping before heading back home.

And right now, watching soccer match with my King. Liverpool's leading by 1 currently. ♥ must be happy. But like what he've said, Chill got 25 more mins. Haha.

♥, lets go Sentosa on our 6th months k?

♥

Cause everytime I'm with you, you never fail to draw a BIG BIG SMILE (:

My very own pretty boy

Srah

I know lah you can drive. Haha

Spot the difference. (;

And ♥, I thanked you for a wonderful day.

Yet another one

2009-10-25T01:16:00.002+08:00

And yes, I changed my blog again. Wordpress was too difficult for me to handle. Hehe

Updates.

Rara have given birth to 6babies. Superrr duper cute lah. But Jayjay and Rara can't seems to click like last time.

Weirddos MIA-ed! Maner korg uhh! 4botaks busy with training. I think 3 is sweetly in love. The rest must be busy working and studying. Let's meet up soon pretty please!

Class E55D is full of girls! 21girls with only 4guys. 7 souls are from my last semester class. So yaa..Its fun for now.

Work like always like a bore. I dont wanna work can?Money please drop from the sky.

Love coming to 6th month and still counting.

First Raya with Loverboy

The weirddos

Wani

The Salims with Love

Final Destinations

Ice Skating

Halloween at Night Safari

And I promise to update (: